HI!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't worry.

I'm still alive. hahaha.

Just that I've no mood to blog for the past few weeks.

But I'm back! :D

Being sick for like 2 to 3 weeks. -.-

Coughing non-stop like an lao ah ma.

Went to the doctor and spent like $60 but didn't really help much.

Super pissed off. 

But, I'm recovering well.

Drank like a bottle of coughing syrup.

haha. There's one point of time that I thought that I'm dying soon becoz the cough is seriously painful.

Good thing that it's getting better.

Coz no need to be like an lao ah ma and can finally find one day and go out with my dearest Lixing.!!!! :D

hahahaha.

A quick update.

Bro decided to treat Mummy and me Tarafuku.

(So suprised! hahaha. Bro actually initiate to treat! Love him most!)

My dearest Bro!!! Love you!!!

After that, I went to meet up with Lixing and Ah Jo (Joel) and we went walk walk and chat chat.

Super fun coz we just like talk about lots of random stuff and all that.

Jo is really like a curious little boy to me.

He reminds me too much about David.

But, I'll not think of him as David.

Coz they're two different person after all.

Lastly, the day ends with eating ice cream at Cold Rock.

Look really nice.

But...

Not really that nice leh.

A little disappointed.

I expected it to be nicer.

But..oh well, at least I tried.

Next time, I shall think twice before going.

Met Lixing again at CWP the other day for some light evening shopping.

hahaha.

A total different feel to shop in the evening with her.

I was too lazy to put any make up.

Only wore contact lens.

So look a bit shagged.

hahaha. but..I don't really care.

Sigh....

Why NTU letter still haven't come?????

I'm like super anxious already.

Plus, Daddy and Mummy keep bugging me about it.

Come on, if I know the result, I'll have tell you.

But I don't even know.

You ask me the same thing over and over again.

Super stress sia.

Sigh....Gonna ignore them for now.

Pray hard that I can get in.

If not, they'll bug me to hell.

Seriously...

Things been a little messy recently.

I guess I'm too extreme at times.

It's not all good but it's not all bad either.

At least I will force myself to stick to something once I've decided.

The extreme ends...

Oh well, some people like it while others don't.

But..I really don't wanna care that much.

Coz you can't please everyone in the world.

Family, friends and love...

there's something similar to me.

Once I think that you're worth me caring and loving, I'll really treat you wholeheartedly.

Once you show me that there's no use to me being so good and nice to you, then bye bye.

I'll just leave.

Sound extreme and super heartless right?

but..that's me.

In relationship and friendship, there are bound to be fights and quarrels.

What's most important is spare a thought for each other. 

Things can only work out if both parties put in the effort to maintain it.

There's a limit to everything.

My limit is just....3 months.

After 3 months, if things remains the same, then I guess it's time for me to say bye bye.