Foolish Me...

Trying to use a mistake to make up the regrets we had in the past.

Hoping that this mistake will not become a regret.

If me or you were brave enough to tell each other how we felt, things might be different.

Back then when we were just 14 years old...things were so pure and simple.

But, we won't brave enough.

5 years later, we met again. 

Super happy to see this familiar face again.

Both of us matured becoz we went through a lot.

We've all changed.

You're no longer that simple.

And I'm no longer that innocent.

Yet, we walked together...talking about the past, still loving each other company.

But...I know that you're no longer the you in the past.

If we were together 5 years ago, I'll be sure that you'll love me and only me.

But now...I know you won't.

You can no longer really commit exclusively to one person.

And...I can no longer open myself completely to anyone.

I still step into this...

Foolish me...

I know you'll find other girls.

I know you won't be just mine.

I know we are a mistake.

This time, I just don't want to repeat the mistake we made in past.

As for me, I'll not get too attached.

It's a good thing that I'm actually clear of what is real and what is fake, what is true and what is false.

I hope...I'm strong enough to take whatever that's gonna happen in the future.

For now, just cherish whatever I have with you...

Yes..I'm foolish and silly.

I'm clear of what I'm getting into.

And I don't expect other people to understand this.

Lets hope I won't get shattered this time.