31th May 2012

Have not been working for the past few days.

Just simply resting at home, meeting up with friends and rot.

I swear I need to work.

Not becoz I'm in need of money.

But becoz I really hate the feeling of doing nothing.

It's like wasting my time off. 

Also..of course, more work mean less distraction.

I can just focus on doing my work and think less about other stuff.

In the eyes of other, it will seem as if I'm self torturing myself. 

Well..I don't think so.

I'm just trying to make life easier for me.

I'll work a lot in the day and by the time I reach home, I'll be too tired to think about anything and just head off to bed.

So...it's actually quite beneficial for me.

When I don't think, I won't over think.

When I don't over think, I won't worry too much.

When I don't worry, I'll have less worries and more carefree.

Oh, at the same time, I get to know different kind of people and also really get to know how realistic the society can be.

Do more, think more and talk less.

That's something I've learnt.

Some updates...

After so long, finally met up with Kenneth on Tuesday.

He asked me to meet all the way down at Vivo.

I've no idea why. 

hahaha.

But it was quite a nice meet up.

Went for a shopping spree at Vivo before meeting him.

Brought skinny jean, tank top, jacket and wool knitted top.

Feels so good to spend my own money. 

hahahahaha

I finally returned him the DVDs that I borrowed from him ages ago.

Went to the Food republic beside the St John Power station for our dinner.

The food there is really not bad.

After that, we just sat at the Sentosa Boardwalk and chat for around 2 hours plus.

I brought a Long Island Tea while he brought a Ice Lemon Green Tea.

-.-

Yea...that was what I felt that time.

But..oh well...maybe he just don't feel like drinking while I need it badly. hahaha

Ate a whole pack of M&M chocolate.

By myself.

I've no idea what's wrong with me at the point of time.

Maybe I want to feel high and happy at the same time?

hahaha.

But it backfired of course.

Alcohol and chocolate is definitely not the best combination (excluding Chocolate martini, of course).

It was great to catch up with him.

I decided to find Lixing on Wednesday.

Just one week never see her. 

But feels like ages.

hahahaha.

But I went out with my Mum in the afternoon first.

I swear the weather is bloody hot and the sun is freaking bright.

Brought a sun glass for only 3 bucks at F21.

Hope to meet her again soon.

Love you lots!!!! 

Muack!!!!

I need to work more.

Shall pack my next week with lots of work.

Jiayou Jiayou!!!!

P.S Just submit my appeal form for NTU. Slim chance. But still gonna give it a try, Shall start to plan my study schedule soon.

29th May 2012

Hi people!

I'm back after not blogging for so long. haha

I'm back to being single again.

Great.

Still feeling as awesome as always.

Though things didn't really work out, it's still something i've accepted and moved on.

So, how's my life so far?

Busy!!!

Work, work, work and more work.

Oh, and officially got rejected by NTU.

Gonna try to appeal and pray hard that I'll make it.

if not, then retake A level next year.

No big deal.

but, my life isn't always all work and no play.

When to a make up lesson with Lixing on a Monday.

The lesson wasn't as good as I expect it to be.

But still, it was awesome to meet up with Lixing again.

Always feel the there's not much time to spend going out with her.

hahaha.

Miss her lots.

As always. 

<3

of course, not forgetting Niki.

Met up with her at Xin Wang after my work.

Was hungry to the max coz of the heavy workload.

Nom Nom Nom nom.

Had a great time catching up with her.

Hope to meet up with her again soon. :)

 Just came back from meeting Jo for a movie and catch up with him.

To me, he's always an Ah boy.

hahaha

Went to watch Men in Black 3 together.

Hmm, the movie was quite good.

But a little too short for me.

And I still haven't watch Avenger!!!!! 

:(

Soon soon soon.

Must go watch! 

 Beside meeting up with my friends, I met up with my cousins too.

Totally forgot to take photo together coz everyone is too busy talking to each other and simply having fun.

Love my family a lot. 

Other then that, the rest of the days are just work and more work.

I officially declare myself as a workaholic!

Almost working 12 hours everyday for the past one week.

I don't know why.

But I just wanna work.

I guess I'm just too hardworking. :P

hahahaha.

But gonna rest for this two to three days coz need to settle my university appeal stuff.

Maybe next week gonna work more again.

I'm still loving the current me right now.

Don't really wanna change who I am now.

Shall continue to love this me till I feel that I should change.

:D

Just how long more?

Super tired...
It's been super long since I last feel so overwhelmed with sadness.
I guess the last time I feel so upset is when I broke up with David.
But now...sigh...

Almost a month...
Both of us are in Singapore..
But we didn't meet for almost a month...
Can't be really that busy right?
I'm tired of constantly asking him if he's free to meet up.
I'm tired of constantly knowing the our meet up have to be cancelled.
I'm tired of knowing that I'm just someone he come to when there's no one else.
I'm tired of missing him so badly.

He said before that heartbreak will turn someone into a monster.
He knows how I feel like.
But he's still doing this to me.
Why?

How long should I stay ignorance and understanding?
How long more can I withstand being hurt and broken?

All these pain...
是我自找的

15th May 2012

Hey, I'm back here for some updates.


I know I've been missing for a super long time.
Why?
Coz I was super busy with work.
Have been working at Novotel as though it's the only hotel that I'm supposed to work in.
Worked at Novotel for 4 days last week.
Super tired.
11 hours of non stop working.
Working 7am to 7pm is really draining.
But I sort of enjoyed it.
Coz it distract my mind off other stuff and still can earn money somemore.


Beside work, work, work and more work...
I finally have enough money and time to treat Mummy good food, give her some money and buy her small presents. :D
Super happy and proud of myself to have the ability to do that. :D


Brought Mummy to Daikuyoya @ Paragon on Saturday.
I guess I'll let photos tell you about it.
hahaha. Coz I abit lazy to type today. 
hehehee

Yummy Yummy Yummy!!!
It's really nice.
But, I think I'll only go there once.
Not becoz it's not good.
But just becoz I wanna spend money on other places that I never try before.
hahaha.
Beside that, I brought a box of Strawberry Mochi from Nippon-ya for her.
Really taste awesome though it's abit expensive.
lastly, brought a coin purse that she wanted a few days back.


Feels good to see that she's happy. 
hahahaha

Not gonna work for the next few days.
I need more rest.
Will be back to update either tmr or the day after.
See ya guys!
Take care!!!!
Love you all loads. 
:D

5th May 2012

Hi People!!!!

Miss me??

Hehehe.

This post is just gonna be a short and quick update of what I've been up to these few days.

So, I went to work at Conrad Hotel on Thursday and Friday.

I swear Conrad Hotel is the strictest hotel I've ever worked in.

I worked under a very fierce manager.

For 2 days somemore.

But, luckily, I still have my great working colleagues with me. 

With Rina.

Banquet attire for Thursday looks like a hanbok. hahaha

Banquet attire on Friday.

Super tired.

And my foot have lots of blisters.

Still, it's consider quite enjoyable afterall.

Oh oh oh, Not forgetting Wei Liang.

We've been working together since last week.

He's like 4 years older than me.

An awesome friend.

:D

Saturday gonna work at Novotel again and Sunday at Shangri La.

Shall try to get as much sleep as possible.

Goodnight!!!!

:D

Hugs!

2th May 2012

Gonna be a wordy post.

Coz I didn't take much photos recently.

Why?

Coz I've been super busy with work.

hahaha.

Yup. I'm working le. So proud of myself. :P

Working as freelance waitress and I'm loving this job.

Yes. It can be really super duper tiring.

But, as compared to the other jobs that I had in the past, this is the most awesome job I had. 

At least till now, I feel this way.

When I'm tired or don't feel like working that day, I just don't book myself for any slots.

And what's best is that I can go to different 5-star hotels to work instead of just working at one hotel.

Can explore how different hotel works and meet different people.

Till now, I've worked at Shangri La and Novotel Hotel.

Going to work at Conrad Hotel tmr, 2.30pm to 11.30pm.

Hmm...why is it super tiring?

Coz you have to walk continuously once the work start.

Take drinks order, pour water, serve food, clear plates, take to the kitchen and other stuff like attending to other customers needs.

Till now, I only did buffet and banquet.

Workload is almost the same.

Usual working hours is like just 5 to 6 hours.

But ytd I pushed myself to work for 11 hours.

I wore heels somemore. >.<

Coz I didn't have time to buy other black shoes the day before.

So my legs were super sore and aching after work end.

hehehe.

I'm a bit insane.

But, it was really fun.

Coz I'm not the only one that stayed for 11 hours.

My new friends, Wei Liang, Chessa and Eugene stayed too.

Apparantly, I'm the youngest there.

The rest of them are like 20 yrs old plus.

But, they are all very nice people.

At least most of them are.

I feel so proud of myself coz the managers from both Shangri La and Novotel asked me to come back and work for them coz they think I'm quite good.

hehehehe.

Can't believe that beside film production, there's something else that I can do well.

hahahahhaha.

Working is good.

Coz I won't think too much and can know more people and still can earn money.

Especially this 2 weeks...

Me and him haven't meet up for almost 2 weeks le.

I miss him so so much.

So of coz I'll emo at times.

Feeling insecure and all that.

But I guess this is where trust come in.

I know that I'll be too attached to him if I continue to just stay at home and all that.

So having a job really helps.

Especially now that I've learnt how to break the barriers between strangers.

Knowing new people isn't as difficult as before le.

I know that I should have my own things to get busy with so I still have my own life while missing him.

Someone once tell me not to miss him too much.

But I said I can't. I miss him coz he have a place in my heart.

If I don't miss him, means he is nothing to me.

So I will miss him.

Looking forward to meeting him soon.

And also, looking forward to my job. 

:D

Just read a chinese book recently.

Found the extract that is super true.

Shall share with you guys.

(sorry, it's in Chinese. I a bit lazy to translate into English. :P)

 我们总感叹无法确定谁才是今生的最爱。

可是我们应该知道的是，如果不懂得珍惜，那排现在身边的人，也会在莫一天走出我们的生命，成为最熟悉的陌生过客。

很多时候，我们明明已经找到了爱和幸福，取不自知珍惜，反而费尽心力想逃离，去寻找想象中的虚幻幸福。得到的不屈珍爱，总以为远处还有更好地在等待。

过去的再好一部属于自己，只能作为回忆珍藏，而未来的也不一定会在那里等着我们，很可能等来一场空徒增遗憾。不如珍惜眼前正在陪伴着我们的人。

多怜惜，少苛责。多宽容，少计较。唯有加倍珍惜，才会收获良多。

相爱的时候需要坦诚，争执的时候需要宽容，升起的时候需要冷静，快乐的时候需要分享，指责的时候需要退让。

不管是亲情，爱情，还是友情都是一样的。

Extracted from  阳光心态，幸福人生。

There are more meaningful extracts.

But let me read and sort out first then share with you guys.

hehehe. Don't ask me why I read this kind of stuff.

Coz I also don't know.

Probably coz I was bored. hahahaha

okie, got to go.

Promise to have photos in my next post.

Miss me k?

hehehehe

See ya! :D