3 Nov 2012

Hihi! First time blogging from my iPhone. I'm like lying down on the bed, feeling so awful coz of that stupid fever. This fever is really so irritating. My temperature is going up and down. Seriously wonder when will I fully recover. I can't be always getting mc. :/ hate myself for also being so weak. 

Sigh... That kind of love hate feeling I have for Xiong is really....making me so lost. I hate him for always scolding me for nothing and hate him for his bad hot temper. Yet, I love him for  constantly caring about me. I guess I need care and affection constantly. I wonder if it's a good thing of him to sign on or not. I wonder if this kind of life is gonna be the kind that I want. Is this all worth my time and effort? Or am I simply thinking too much right now??? Maybe I'm really thinking too much. Shall just sleep for awhile. In hope that I'll get better soon. 

P.s Xiong is playing his computer game again. Sigh....shall not disturb him. I don't wanna kenna scolding anymore le.