Love this!!!!

23th June 2011

A few more days to Prelims.

STRESS to the MAX.

Haiss....

Plus..it seems like I'm gonna fall sick soon.

:(

Oh no.....

Lots of things in my mind lately.

Studies, family, friends, love, life.

Got to sort them out properly.

It doesn't seem to be a good time to think about them now. :x

Hais... What's the purpose of studying do hard?

Ok, enough of my ranting.

Gonna rest for awhile before doing my work.

Polar bear seem to be right. I'm really falling sick.

Hais...

To me: Take care, stay strong and jiayou!!!

I guess there's nothing wrong with missing someone for 

one day, two day, 

one week, two week,

one month, two month...

no matter how long it is.

Hahaha...

Just need to make sure it doesn't affect what you're suppose to do. :D

20th June 2011

Phew...One more week.

Prelim one...

Am I ready? Am I prepared?

Half-half, I guess.

Getting a little sick and tired of studying. >.<

Especially when nothing goes into my brain.

 :(

But....I'm not gonna let this continue.

I always believe that if you wanna really do well in something, you must enjoy doing it.

But...yea.. I know. Studying..not as enjoyable as stoning, listening to music and other stuff.

Oh well, I just have to deal with it. Convince myself that it can be enjoyable and it will be enjoyable.

hahaha... Plus, I know I'm not alone. 

That's very important. Knowing that you're not alone gives you the strengthen to move on.

It's better than struggling alone. 

(Through there are still times that you just be alone. That's cool too. )

Oh well, life isn't that bad after all.

Music, family, friends and lots of other stuffs made my life so much better.

hahaha..

Life is not all about studying.

Yea.. It is important. But, I won't make it the only thing in my life.

Hahaha... I guess I just have to balance it off.

Holiday is gonna end soon. 

Though it's not really a holiday, more like a study break, it's still awesome coz I manage to get more sleep and spend more time with the people I love dearly. hahaha..

After 'A' level, it's gonna be my time. 

Muhahahahaha!!!!

But, yea...., now, let's just focus on prelim. ._.

P.S I'm still gonna find time to meet up with old friends!!!! Joey and Kenneth!!! :P

12th June 2011

 I seriously think that there's a sleeping monster in my room.

I've been sleeping for the past few days.

:(

BUT...

That doesn't mean that I didn't do any revision.

Hahaha...

Planning to finish up the Economic Topics taught this year by today. 

Got to really push myself.

Jiayou!

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I guess I still have issues trusting people. :(

Living in my own world is safer.

But...I know I should not.

Stepping out of my comfort zone is something I have to do sooner or later.

So, I guess it's better to do it now.

The society out there is dangerous.

I'm struggling.

Coz I'm not confident enough to face it.

Yea.. I guess my emotions and confidence are going low this few days.

Somehow, I felt that the world out there is suffocating me. 

Got to find a way out. I know there will be a way.

Just got to find it.

5th May 2011

Didn't really study much today.

Manage to do some math in the evening though.

Feels like I'm gonna fall sick again.

Headache, feeling dizzy and cough. 

Oh well...anyway, today wasn't very fruitful

Just lying down on my bed, watching drama, stoning...

And had a thought about what kind of life I want in the future.

Hmm....

After working for around 5 years, I'll wanna travel around the world with the guy I love.

Have morning walk with him every morning

Lying down on grass and counting stars at night

Stoning with him

And just simply grow old with that person.

Hahaha.. Sounds like a perfect dream.

Wonder if it will come true.

Snap back to reality.

Since I don't really know what will happen in the future, 

I might as well enjoy and cherish every moment now.

No one knows what will happen.

But I'm pretty sure I'll not regret what I've done.

I'll just wait for that day to come.

Ok, I've no idea why I suddenly think of these stuff.

But...yea..

Not a bad thing though.

There's still lots of things I wanna blog today. 

But I'm really feeling very sleepy now.

So..I'll continue blogging tmr then. 

:D

Goodnight angels, moon and stars.

Have a good rest. ^^

4th June 2011

Had a bad dream last night.

I've a Primary school friend who was very close with me.

But ever since I transferred to a new school, we totally lost contact.

Sort of regret for not getting his contact.

Recess time, paper ball and fun.

If you ask me what do i remember about my Primary School, I would say,

it's him.

Not sure where he is now and how's he doing. 

But, no matter what, I hope that he's doing real well and living a great life.

Sometimes, I'll ask myself, 

"Will we ever meet again?"

1th June 2011

Hurray!!!! It's June!!!!

Why am I so happy?

Hmm....

I don't know. :P

Maybe because I'm gonna turn 18 yrs old this month.

hahahaha....

Oh well...

Today was a long day of consultation.

3 subjects in a day.

Body aching after a long day of sitting and studying.

hahaha...

Suddenly feel so old. :x

So sleepy now.

Nights moon and stars. :D