31th May 2011

Tired.

Physically

Mentally. 

Since when Chinese become so difficult?

It's my favorite subject and should be something I can score well in.

But...

why am I not doing well in it?

Didn't put in enough effort?

Or my way of studying it is wrong?

Feeling a little down now.

'A' level is so near and I'm still not getting there. :(

But...

I'm not giving up!!!

No matter what, I'm gonna hang in there. 

Jiayou!!!

Things will get better.

Coz I'll give my very very best.

And... I know that I'm never alone. :D

So...

JIAYOU!!!!

Ok...maybe it's time for me to sleep.

Nights. :D

28th May 2011

HURRAY!!!!

Holiday is here!!!!

YAY!!!

Oh wait... it's Study Break.

Prelim One is like right after the June holiday a.k.a Study break.

Oh well.. it's ok. Gonna study and study during this break. 

At least I don't have to wake up 6.30am everyday. :P

Hahahaha

Work hard, play hard.

I know. So I've got my study plan up.

 I also planned what I should do during my Break days. :D

Hahaha...

Time to catch up with old friends.

Joey and Kenneth!!! 

( Not sure if they will see this)

I know they're busy. 

But I don't mind travelling down to SP to find them for a lunch or dinner. :D

hahaha...

I even include my stoning time in my plan.

hahahaha..

Best thing to do after study: Stone. 

Hahaha.. I know. That's so me. :P

Oh, just had my GP Prelim paper two days ago.

Did I do well?

Hmm.... Not sure. Maybe?

But what I'm sure of is that I did my best, :D

For the rest of the subjects, I'm gonna give my best.

JIAYOU!!!!! :D

Anyway, these few days are awesome. 

Especially after GP paper.

Got to carry out all my 'evil' plans and had a real good time.

Time which I wish it never end.

But, well, good time always pass by fast.

I'm petty sure after 'A' level, there will be more time for such awesome time. :D

So now, shall focus on study.

Oh, anyway, I did lots of thinking while I'm on my way back home on the bus after a real good swim. 

(Finally went swimming :D)

I realized that there are things that I don't believe in the past. 

Or maybe I should say, things that I thought I'll never believe in after the first relationship.

Things such as promises and real love.

But now, I think I'm slowly believing it.

Thanks to someone. 

Hahahaha...

Oh, and I've decided that I'll do a daily reflection during this study break on the blog.

So as to make sure I reflect on what I do everyday.

Hahaha!!

Okies. Lansin Wee, JIAYOU!!!!

If you believe you can do it, you can.

22th May 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!!!

MUHAHAHAHA!!!

Bro finally turned 20. (old man :P)

hahaha.. 

Though I don't think he will see this post, I still wanna wish him happy birthday and may he be happy always!^^

Naughty Me chose a goofy cake for him. 

Muahahahaha!

Hope he likes it anyway.

 hahaha.. 

Weekend is (was?) here!!!

(through it's going to end soon)

Beside studying, I'm on a new 'project'.

Doing up a birthday present for someone special.

Oh, found something really cool. 

Probably gonna use it to help me with the making of the present.

Hmmm...

Shall be good and share with you guys what I found. 

The effect is cool right? 

Muhahahaaha..

I know. :P

Hahaha!

Oh well, back to studies.

Tmr is Monday and GP Prelim One is on Wednesday.

Wish me luck then. :D

18th May 2011

It's 6am.

Woke up at 4.30am to finish up my work.

Not really sleepy.

Feeling very calm and peace.

Mind is much clearer and think faster.

Manage to complete the work and did some revision. :D

Yay! :)

I guess one thing good about waking up early during school days is that I get to eat breakfast.

Ooh..And I won't miss the bus. 

Hahahaha.:P

Gonna be storyteller for 2 hours at Sembawang Primary School today.

So nervous.

Hopefully they are angels, not devils. :P

hahahaaha..

Oh well, looking forward to an awesome day ahead. :D

17th May 2011

What's so scary about darkness?

Because you never know what is in there.

Oh..so it's not the darkness that's scary.

It's what in the darkness that's scary. 

Hmmm... maybe.

Taking a break from all the school work.

The weather today is simply awesome.

Hopefully it won't rain today.

More and more school work....

Suffocating me. 

Well, at least I see improvement in my work.

June holiday coming.

Gonna spend it wisely.

Chiong all the way.

Jiayou!!!

16th May 2011

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

15th May 2011

Full moon coming...

Hope the sky will be clear...

And there will be lots of stars.

Most importantly, with you. 

:D

15th May 2011

Aww man...I'm suppose to do my homework..

but...my brain is totally not working at all!!!! >.<

Hate the feeling of being sick.

I guess I walked in the rain for too many times.

Hais... decided to give myself a break.

Blog about anything that comes into my mind and just stone after that. 

hahaha...

What am I thinking now?

Hmm....I'm thinking about places I wanna go, people who I wanna meet and things I wanna do.

But I don't think I can do all of them now.

Tied down by school work and 'A' level.

Can't do things that I truly love.

Hmm..ok, mybe just one thing that I can do now.

Stone.

Bye world...I'm off to my world. ^^

14th May 2011

Weekend is finally here!!!!

But not much differences. There's still work to do.

 hahaha.

Guess the only difference is that there are more things to look forward to during the weekends.

I don't know why,

but I wasn't in a good mood yesterday.

Suddenly feels that the 'old me' is back.

Is it a good thing?

The 'old me' love to live in her own world, don't allow anyone, even her parent to step into her world.

But, she did that to protect herself.

Is it wrong?

Oh well, but after school finally end, I'm back to normal.

Just had a slight flashback, sometimes, i feels good to be in my own world.

But, I prefer to be who I am now. 

hahaha...

Even though I still stay in my world and don't really let people know what I'm thinking about, I'm starting to invite people into my world and go to their world too. (Even though I'll still come back to where I should be)

hahahaha..

Let's not talk about that any further.

Hahaha...

Oh.. I just realized that for the past few days, I always have that 

"OMG, what did I say?!" 

or

"OMG, what did I do?!"

moments.

Hahaaha..

Fortunately, those moments are good memories and I'll always remember.

hahaha...

Till now, there are still somethings that I can't believe I really did that.

If given another chance, I think I'll do or say the same thing too.

Prelim One is coming real soon. 

Gonna really JIAYOU!

'A' level is just 6 months away.

So many things I wanna do after 'A' level.

- SPCA

-Work

-Stone

-Spend time with people I love

- Travel (if possible)

I seriously wanna travel to different places.

But, of course, that's gonna happen only after 'A's and after I've earn enough money. 

hahahaha

But, I gonna start planning now.

One of the place is definitely Norway.

A country that I wanna visit since young.

I wanna go during the summer so I can see the sun that will never set.

a.k.a Midnight Sun

Oh, there's northern light too!!!!

Super beautiful.

A place that I wanna go.

if I've to go alone.

p.s But it will be awesome if I can go with people I love. :P

Ok, back to reality.

hahaha

This might be a dream for now.

But one day, it will come true. :D

Gonna work hard for now.

Jiayou!!!

I feel happy and fortunate to have you in my life.

Love you lots!!! :D

11th May 2011

I'm suppose to be asleep.

But... I'm feeling hungry.:x

Hahahaha...

Eating biscuits, day dream for a little while, thinking back about all the sweet memories.^.^

Good way to end off a tiring day.

Life isn't that bad after all.

:D 

10th May 2011

Back to school after a not so long weekend.

Was actually super tired after such a long PE.

But, got an energy boost after that. 

The bus seriously came at the wrong time. :(

Can't it come a little later so I'll have more time? :(

Hais.. Too bad.

Was stoning for awhile after I reached home.

I'm starting to hate all the school work and all the tight timetable that's suffocating me.

I wanna just leave everything and just travel around the world.

Don't really mind if I'm gonna travel alone. 

hahaha...

Oh well, I'm just whining as usual.

Lansin Wee!!! 6 more months!!! Just 6 more months!!!!! ENDURE!!!!

Jiayou!!!!!

Hmm...as for traveling around the world, I've thought of it.

I wanna go to places where I can...

 - see loads of stars

- see rainbow

- see the sun that never set. (if there's such a place)

- see moon

- enjoy the cooling breeze.

or

 simply places where I can just stone there all day long and not worrying about school work and stuff.

Anyway, if I'm with someone I truly love, it doesn't really matter where we go.

I'll wait for that day.

I'll wait. :P

Okies. Gonna get back to school work soon after resting. 

JIAYOU!!!!

9th May 2011

Stars...

I hope to see loads of them one day.

:D

9th May 2011

Happy.

Truly happy.

Totally awesome.

I guess I've made a decision to step right into it.

And...

I don't regret.

And I think I never will.

Love the time spent with you.

Hoping that time will go slower.

I know what should be the top on my list.

'A' Levels.

Gotta keep on reminding myself about it.

Not gonna let anything or anyone affect my studies.

When I say I'll wait, I'll really wait.

I'm gonna take small steps.

I'm sure about how I feel.

Now...

I feel....

:D

^.^

4th May 2011

Hmm...

I know it's not the right time to think about it now.

But, just some questions I'll think of when I'm stoning (as usual). :P

If you're really the one, am I willing to wait till the time is right?

Are you feeling the same way as how I'm feeling?

And just some random questions. Hahaha

But what I'm quite sure of a few stuff...

1. 'A' Level is the priority. Nothing can distract me.

2. No matter what's the outcome, we're here to support and cheer for each other.

Jiayou for our studies!!!

We'll be there for each other.

At least that's what I believe.

Hahaha...

This time round, I'll be very very very careful.

Not wanting to fall down anymore.

Not expecting anything now.

Just wanna enjoy the time I have with you right now.

2th May 2011

So...this is how people see me...

Maybe i should stop listening to my heart?

But what can I do when my heart doesn't listen to my mind?

............

I guess the best solution is...to just do what I want and simply just be myself.

Don't get affected by what other people say. 

You know how much it will affect you when you take what they say seriously.