End of chapter

Today is the day...

I woke up and will have to accept that you are no longer in my life anymore.

I love you...

Hope you will stay healthy and find the love of your life soon.

Contented

No work, no school.

Tmr is an awesome day.

One of the few days where i can fully enjoy my day.

Woohoo~

Had a great chat with daddy and mummy today.

It has come to my realisation that, till now, I'm actually having a very good life.

Now that i look back to my past few years of my life, I'm actually quite convinced that lao tian ye have given me a very good path of life.

During my secondary school, I've Videography as my greatest hobby and interest.

I actually didn't realise how much I love it until after JC.

But it was too late coz i wasn't able to pursue it anymore.

After secondary school comes my JC life. 

Initially I was quite upset that I didnt get into the Poly course I wanted.

Which is why i ended up in JC.

But now that I see, it was the best decision that I've ever made in my life.

Not just becoz it opens me up to a wide variety of course that i can pursue in Uni, but also (to me, a very important reason) the school fees are so much cheaper than studying in Poly.

I know I know, this reason might sound quite stupid to some of you.

But to me, its very important becoz it just simply means like financial burden to my family.

Plus, the JC life is also quite a good memories

There's no doubt that there are bad memories.

But I've come to a point that I accept this bad memories as part and parcel of my life story.

Moving on to life after JC.

Again...I didn't manage to get into the Uni course that I want after taking m 'A' level results.

It was a very tough period in my life as I've suddenly lost a direction of where I'm heading toward and what I'm going to be.

But I was glad that I stood on firm to my stand and didn't make any rush decision on going into any Uni course that I can.

And the life journey after that was simply amazing...

I used that ten second of courage to apply for the job as a banquet server and it totally open myself to a side of the world that I've never touch before.

This journey on exploring how the real society works, the nature of different job and meeting all sorts of people.

That was something that I never ever dream that I will do or happen in my life.

From banquet server to working at lobby lounge and moving to mooncake roadshow.

One hotel, different departments, different experience.

In a short six months, I've seen so much and experience so much.

However, after moving in to working in TanSL that I've realised whatever I experience before this was just the tip of the iceberg.

TanSL is where I learn about human relation and how the society really works.

Maybe I should say it woke me up from a dream where I thought society was all nice and clean.

During this six months plus in TSL, I went through a negative chance in personality which I'm totally grateful that I manage to change back and also the process of being make used of.

However, it was an awesome test on my knowledge and ability.

Which I'm actually quite happy with. hahaha

After one whole year of society lesson, I've come to this point of my life.

I'm now back to studies and having a clearer view of the future and at the same time having a part time job that allows me to see the most realistic view of the society every single day. After working for three months in the bank, I've a total new view 'MONEY'. 

It is something that I never really give any deep thought about in the past.

I guess 'MONEY' is the next society lesson that I'll be learning and I'm truly looking forward to it.

After saying so much, I look at myself right now and I can truthfully say that I'm really happy with my life right now.

I have the opportunity to go back to studies, work, earning a living for myself, being filial to my parent and having quite a stable life that has its depth. 

Anything extra are bonus.

What more can I ask for.

Ok, shall end this post by sharing with you guys something that my Dad said today.

钱不是万能的。可是没有钱却什么都不能。

但是，要记得永远都不要成为钱的奴隶。

Translate into English, it should be something like this.

Money can't get you everything.

But without money, you can't get anything.

However, remember that never ever end up as the slave of money.