Tired...
I'm really tired..
Tired of trying so hard to just live my life well.
Tired of trying but no one seems to care.
Tired of putting in so much effort but nothing comes out.
Sick and tired of everything...
Shouldn't parent be the pillar of support?
Sigh...
No one seem to understand that for the past aimless one year, I've been trying hard to find a goal to work hard for.
I go out and earn money just to provide myself so I won't have to rely much on my parent.
Going through that god damn sickness alone.
Pain in silence.
I gambled 2 years of my life going into a JC, believing that I will make it to Uni.
It's either a do or die.
I gambled 7 to 8 years of my life, believing that film production is my aim, my goal, my dream.
I lost that dream and woke up from it.
Reminding me that this society isn't as nice as what I thought it is.
I can't always get what I want.
There are still lots of other things needed beside being hardworking.
Sometimes, giving the best is never enough.
Sometimes, I just wish that I can just sleep and never ever wake up again
I'm tired.
I really am...
