If spending 4 years for a 'O' level Cert is worthy, then why spending 4 years for an 'A' level Cert isn't worthy?

Feeling super sucky to the max right now.

Like really. 

Super sucky.

Hi hi! I'm back.

Ok ok ok...I know. This blog is rotting.

hahha.

But I'm back again.

sigh...

I didn't blog not becoz I don't want to.

Just that there's nothing much to blog about.

My life is the same as always I guess.

Busy with work, busy with household chores, busy with searching for a direction in my life, busy trying to strike a balance between the reality and imagination, busy looking for myself.

I always say I want a getaway, I want a break.

But I realised that it's just a part of me wanting to escape from the reality.

So end up, I'm still here coz I know I shouldn't run away.

ok, shall continue with my naggy whining in the later part of the post.

Shall share how I spent my great 19th birthday.

This year's birthday is a little special coz both mummy and daddy is not in Singapore to celebrate with me.

But lucky for me, I've my awesome Bro with me.

hahha. I guess he knows that I'm still a little kid who wants attention when it's my birthday.

So, he brought me out for breakfast at Macdonald!!

His treat!

hahaha. Maybe to some people, this isn't a very good gift.

But for me, this is really very good.

For 19 years, my dear bro didn't bring me and only me out for breakfast.

So, it's quite nice of him to do so.

We even brought a cake back home.

Though he's the only one that sang birthday song when we're cutting the cake, I still feel super loved by him. hahahaha

He's an awesome Bro.

In the afternoon, went over to Vivo city to meet my two lovely daughters and Joel.

We went to Marche for dinner.

First time eating Marche.

The food there are not bad.

And the price is quite reasonable.

There were 4 of us and each of us only paid like 28 bucks.

It's almost the same price as Tara.

And we ordered a lot.

Like really... a lot.

I thinks there are 7 dishes.

Plus 4 drinks.

Crepe with Roasted Chicken 

Cream of Mushroom

Chicken Pasta with Cream sauce

Pizza!!! (I forget what's the name) 

And another 2 more dishes that came later and I was already busy eating so didnt't take any photos.

Overall experience, Great! hahaha

After that, my dear lixing and niki brought me over to Henderson Wave.

Super sweet of them to think of it.

Have been wanting to go there but it's either I lazy or I don't know how to go.

Though we got a little lost in the beginning, we still manage to reach there.

It's really very beautiful there.

Too bad I've a sucky camera and my phone was dying that day.

If not, there will be more nice photos.

So...I shall just steal some photos from niki and lixing. 

hahahaha

 Complete Family photo!!!

Thanks guys for the lovely Mixed berry birthday tart!

Love it to the max. 

<3

Oh oh oh oh!!!

And not to forget, Jason!!!

I'm actually quite surprised that he actually came coz we barely know each other.

But, he's a great guy.

He's like an elder brother to Lixing and Niki.

hahaha

Glad to know that they have caring brother beside them.

Why am I so fortunate to have such an awesome bunch of friends? hahaha

No matter what, I love them lots.

And I know they know I love them.

Coz I really do.

hahahaha

Yea...I guess my birthday celebration is the only happy happening for the past few weeks.

Other than that, my life is filled with work and more cruel reality.

Sigh...

oh, but I went out with my colleagues at Novotel.

We went to the river near Marina Bay Sand and had a drink, chat, play games and simply bond.

It was really nice.

But I must say, going out with them too much isn't that good.

Gotta control.

I think I'm losing my interest in banquet service already.

maybe because it's no longer challenging for me.

So it's getting boring.

Time to change job?

So many things to think about.

So many things to sort out.

And also...what about J?

I can't be serious with him.

Coz I don't see a future for us in him.

At least not now.

Plus, I think he's too pure and innocent for me?

And I'm a damaged for him.

Sigh... don't know lah.

Though there are tonnes of things that I don't know why or what to do, I know for sure that STUDY FOR 'A' LEVEL NEXT YEAR MUST START NOW!

so...meanwhile...

JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!