5th Jan 2012

Sigh...

Been sick for a few days.

I swear, Reflux is totally killing me.

It's like my stomach is rejecting whatever I eat.

Relying on the medication given makes me feels like I'm on drug.

Frequent vomiting makes me feels terrible.

sigh...new production starting soon.

Really hope that it will not get worse.

Lying in bed these few days feels awful.

There are so many things that I wanna do.

So many place that I wanna go.

I wanna go to the Treetop Walk at Macritchie.

And also the beach at Sentosa.

Wanna spend the whole day there, enjoying the cool breeze, reading a book...awesome.

Feels like watching Song of the Sea.

Yea, and also, I've got to watch Sherlock Holmes too.

Suppose to watch it with Bro. But he stood me up in the end. :(

Oh, hoping to head down to Haw Par Villa soon. :)

At the same time, I'm also waiting for some of my friends to be free so we can head down to play paint ball together. Yay!

Oh oh oh, and ice skating too.

Once JC and poly start school, there will be less people at the ice skating ring.

Awesome! 

yea...sound really awesome.

I'm not gonna let this stupid reflux get into my way.

hmph... 

sigh..but this few days are too lonely.

I think no one will know if I faint at home.

Oh well.....

Anyway, gonna start going and doing all this things soon.

Even if it means I have to do it alone.

No time to waste.

:)

Something happened today.

I'm not going to say what is it or who is involved.

But, I just have some thoughts after it.

Some people use money to buy their way through.

Some use despicable means to achieve their goals.

I'm not gonna comment much on that.

Becoz, it is clear that in this industry, people do what they can to get what they want.

Even if it will cause harm to others.

I fought hard to be who I am today.

With a clear conscience.

But behind all the achievement, it's not just hardwork.

All the pain, humiliation, tears, betrayal.

Thanks to them.

I've experience it all.

I believe I'll get them again in the future.

It's just a matter of how well I can handle them.

Arh...Human being...so complex...

That's why, i came out with a new thinking.

I'll devote my total love and passion on things that I love.

But not human being.

Shall try it out and see if it works.