I'm like a lost sheep when it comes to you.
I don't know what to do.
Helpless...Clueless....
No matter how many times I tell myself to forget and move on, I always fail to do so.
I guess we havn't seen each other for around half a month.
I didn't slack around.
Been trying real hard to settle my own feelings.
Painful, hard, helpless, lost...
All the negative feelings.
Didn't blame you for this.
Just feel that I'm a little useless.
Can't forget you.
Not being emotional now.
Cry becoz I'm upset and angry.
Smile becoz I'm happy.
I mean it's something very natural.
But maybe in your eyes, if i cry, I'm just being emotional. :(
I've gave up trying to forget you.
Of coz, at times, I'll think, what if one day you fall in love with someone who believe in the same God as you and not as emotional as I am?
Will that day come?
If it really happen, what should I do?
Then, I realised a very important question.
What else can I do?
"Be brave enough to change what you have now, if he is not what you really want."
Are you what I really want?
Even after everything that happened?
No matter what, you're the one that I've given most of my love to.
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