8th October 2011

A: It's hurting too much. I can't forgive. 
B: Yes, you can. Though it hurts that much, it doesn't kill you. Just forgive.
A: But why? Why should I forgive after what he did. I gave him trust, love and others. Yet, this is what I get it return. So, why should I forgive?
B: There, there..When you decide to give, did you expect anything in return from him?
A: I would be lying if I say I didn't have slight expectation. But, I never expect to get to same amount in return. I guess the best he can do is not to hurt me that much right?
B: Here, this is where you're wrong. Love, trust, feelings can't be measured. It's not in kilogram or litres. You hope that he would love you just like you love him. Maybe he still loves you. Just that he hurt you.
A: But when you love someone, you will do whatever you can to protect and prevent the person from getting hurt right?
B: True, maybe there are much more important things that he have to do which forced him to hurt you. Listen, in this world, people are selfish at times. People do stuffs in order to get what they want. Sometimes, even if they don't want to. If you always hold on to the mistakes they've made, in the end, both of you will suffer. If today is the last day of your life, will you choose to forgive him or not forgive him?
A: .......
B: You know you will forgive him. Because you love him so much that you don't wanna have any regrets when you leave the world.
A: But, he hurt me!!! He hurt me so much!! How can I forgive??
B: Nothing will change even if you don't forgive him. He will still move on with his awesome life and you'll still be here struggling to get out of the pain. So why not just forgive?
A: If I forgive, it just simply means that I'll leave my heart open for another heart break.
B: Everyone will get their heart break at different time. But time doesn't stop. Life still goes on. Because you love that much, that's why it hurt that much. Can't you look at it in a simpler way? Because you love him that's why you forgive him. Don't look at it as because he hurt you that's why you shouldn't forgive.
A: Then what about me?? I'm broken apart. I can't tell him how much I miss him. I can't tell him how much I love him. Everything around me reminds me about him. I'm helpless. I don't know what to do. Please...tell me what I should do.
B: Beside time and yourself, no one can heal broken heart. Not even me. It's broken. So, pick it up piece by piece and put it back. You don't have to say it out in order to show it. I won't tell you what you should do. But, I will give you a suggestion on what you can do. Forgive him. Let him go. Let him move on to do whatever him wants. And you, start picking up the pieces and move on with your life at the same time. Remember, you don't have much time. Leave as if everyday is the last day of your life. Only then, you won't feel that painful. I know it hurts to let him go. But i guess it will hurt you more if you continue holding on to him.
A: Then, should I wait? I really don't know if I should. I used to think that no matter how long it is, I will wait. But now? I don't know. I want to wait. But I'm scared that it's not worth waiting. What if everything happens again?
B: Here my dear, you don't have to rush to make a decision. You don't have to force yourself to make a decision. No one knows what the future will be like. Maybe in the future, he found some other girl that suits him. Maybe in the future, you found some other guy who love and will not hurt you. Maybe in the future, you two will be together. So, don't rush. Let nature takes it course. Who knows, maybe you two are meant to be, but just not now? Or maybe not. There are too many things unknown. Don't let yourself suffer for things that you can't know. Remember, there's always a plan for you. There's always a reason for whatever you're experience.
A: Will everything be alright? Will I be alright?
B: Yes. You will. Remember, don't do things that will leave you in regrets. You're never alone.