16th October 2011

After whatever that has happened, I realised that I can't always see you in a positive light.

It's my fault. 

I shouldn't have judged you based on solely how you treated me.

I've lost it.

This shouldn't be how I act.

But again, I shouldn't always shoulder the blame.

Especially when it's not entirely my fault.

Argh!!! 

I hate this me.

This isn't the kind of person I want to be.

Frustrating!!!!

At times like this, I just wanna stay in a cave that's covered by a waterfall.

Sigh....

I guess I've been trying too hard.

That's it. 

Shall not try that hard. It will just make me feel that I'm annoying and unwanted.

That's it.