Wednesday, July 9, 2014

09/07

3 weeks plus to the end of my contract.
Still in the midst of finding my next chapter.
The feeling totally sucks.
No one seems to understand my situation and feeling right now.

I know no matter what I say now, you must be thinking that I'm just indulging myself in self-pity and just trying to justify myself. But seriously, I'm not in the mood to care about what others think about me. Coz I have enough of it.

My future is in my hand.
I'll choose to do what I want with it.
No one can force me to do anything that I don't like. 
I'm so tired right now.
But the time is still ticking and life goes on. 
Still holding on it.
Tough time will end. Tough people won't.

Words of encouragement to myself:

Lansin Wee, you have been through so much.
This is nothing to you. 
Hang in there.
Coz eventually, everything will be fine.
You are a lady who knows what you want.
Just a bit more.
Hang in there...

At least on the bright side, after sleeping and resting for a few weeks, my hair is growing back fast. 
And the roots are getting stronger.
Good to have something to be happy about in times like this.

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