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Hi hi.

I’m back. Have been so long since I last blogged. Don’t really know where I should start… Work is still alright. No stress and everyone is nice to me. Luckily I’m independent enough. If not, I guess it would be real hard for me to do this job since I’m usually the only one in the office. Needless to say, this job is considered very great. It pays a market price based on my past experience and education level. But, I feel that with the time that I have, I should be able to do more and earn more. Shall figure a way out.

Xiong and I are together for 3 months and counting… He is going to POP soon. Can’t believe we have been together for more than 3 months. Feels so unreal. Yea..we do quarrel and get really pissed off with each other at times but we won’t stay angry with each other for long. Coz we love each other. Hehehe.. Though his ex still come and disturbs me and gets me very irritated and annoyed, I still decided to just believe in XIong. Lets hope that I didn’t trust the wrong person again. Can’t wait for his POP tmr. I truly hope he can eventually quit smoking. But still….this kind of thing is up to him to decide. Oh, he is going for Zonk Out this coming Friday. Still thinking if I should go too. I want to go crazy for awhile so badly.

 Yes, work and love seem to be very good for me now. But, to me, it just feels like the peace before the storm. Especially in work. I want to know more people. I want to mingle around. I want to get more exposure. So much so much things that I want. But…there is something that I’m very sure and clear of and that is if I want something, I must give something first. All this is what I want. But before I can get them, what is it that I should give first. That’s the question that I must find an answer to. Once I get the answer, the rest would be easy.

Jiayou jiayou!

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