Have been such a super long time since I last visited this small world of mine.

I guess this is the only place that still remain some essence of who I really am.

Or maybe who I really want to be.

Anyway...

today...is my birthday.

Turning 19 years old. 

haha. old girl already.

Feeling somehow sad and down.

Maybe coz things haven't been going well for me and my parent isn't beside me today.

But...it's okay.

I can understand.

Things doesn't also go the way I want it to.

I believe that if all doors are closed, there will still be one window that's open.

I just haven't found that window.

Lots of things I wanna talk about here.

But I don't know where to start.

I only know that I miss the old Lansin a lot.

I hope to find her back soon.