19th March 2011

Hi hi! 

yea..I MIA-ed again.

But don't worry. I'm fine.

I know I'm supposed to continue the post about Nanjing.

But, i'm not in the mood to do so today.

Shall blog about some other stuff.

Had a really fun week.

I was supposed to meet my IDA mates for a gathering.

but, I was the one one who turned up.

Sort of sad. :(

But becoz of that, I got back into contact with Jue Ying and Randy.

super happy.

So, Randy and I met up at Highlander for dinner and drink.

Randy brought his friend Joel along while I brought Niki along.

Was super scare that Randy will bring some playboy guy and that niki would feel uncomfortable.

But, everything turn out quite well. :D

Jo and Niki were super sweet that day. hahaha.

Feels like they're a couple.

After Highlander, we went to club.

Yup, you didn't see wrongly. 

For the first time, I went to a club.

Was really fun. The music was high and company was awesome.

I'm glad Niki had a great night out.

Havn't really seen her so happy for so long.

Hope she's really happy. 

Oh, Niki and I even went to Switch by Timbre that day before.

Hmm...high atmosphere and nice singer.

Had a long 'lecture' with niki.

I really think i should stop nagging. 

hahaha.

Oh oh oh, and my dearest Lixing!!!

Went out with her for her shopping spree on Saturday.

Seriously miss this girl a lot.

hahaha. The day turn out really well.

We went to a new flea at F1 Pit building.

The flea was great!!! Air conditioned! And the things sold there have their own style and it's not very expensive.

Lixing brought lots of nice clothes! :D so happy for her. :D

We even went for a movie at Cineleisure!

We went to watch "This means War".

Seriously, the movie was great. No, it was Awesome!

hahaha.

Really enjoyed that day a lot. :D

I feel super happy to see people around me so blessed.

Things seems to be turning well for everyone. :D

---------------------------Time for some inner thoughts--------------------------

Yes. I truly feel very happy for people around me becoz things are turning great for them.

But, somehow, I feel very drained at times.

I guess it's time to re-charge myself again.

I wanna look at things in a simple manner.

I don't like to complicate things.

I want everything to be either 'black' or 'white'.

I don't like to have grey areas.

Yet, I know that there are lots of things that I can't control.

Not everything will go the way I want it to.

Thinking back about the past 6 months, I feel really lucky.

That relationship that has completely messed up my life had given me a chance to tidy up my life completely.

Yes. The process is painful and unbearable.

But, I believe I become a better person.

At least that's what I think.

Yet, I feel very drained.

I guess I've been trying too hard to change.

I feel as if I still need another 6 more months.

It's important to love, but it's more important to know when not to love.

It's important to care, but it's more important to know when not to care.

It's important to change, but it's more important to know when to reflect.

I feel that I'm going out of line.

Conclusion:

I need a self reflection.

Enough of fun.

Now...it's time to get back to work and reality.

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Mistakes make us who we are. - FDR Foster (This means War)